A little bitching
I am not sure what is going on, but I have absolutely zero patience for much of anything at work. I am not sure if it is the folly of youth or the fact that I will be another year older in a few months, but I am full on convinced that I am not doing enough with my professional career.
The quirkiness in my new job has turned sour, and I suddenly am ready to move on (barring some small miracle). Part of the problem is my own fault. I rarely say no and never complain. I get here earlier and stay later and because I believe in what I am doing, I was satisfied.
But, I believe the road is laid out before me, and it is filled with bitch work and unappreciated efforts. It is one thing to love the work and need a job while getting my Master’s degree. It’s another to continue the punishment like some S&M infantile. So after a lazy weekend, my job search begins.
I look around at my colleagues, and I like most of them. One is an idiot, but that’s tolerable. However, my boss ignoring me and wanting me to make the same widget for the rest of my career has pissed me off for the last time. I work my ass off doing the same shit as people getting at least twice what I am paid, and I just can't handle it anymore. Unless there are serious changes in my current situation, I am saying adios.
I am transitioning into liberation. It is sad because I do love the actual worthwhile work that I do, but I don't think that's enough anymore.